Growing up in Italy, Giulia and I were raised in a Catholic environment, but we never believed in God because of the inconsistencies that we saw in the church and in people's behavior. We did not know God. Our idea of Jesus was the baby from the nativity story. This total absence of God in our lives left us feeling empty, and so we tried to fill that void with worldly things. We walked in darkness, with pain in our hearts, seeking a way out in the world.
We both worked in the show business; I as a musician and Giulia as a contemporary dancer. Being slaves to worldly pleasures, we indulged in partying, alcohol, and soft drugs. I was especially involved in these things. Giulia was very much involved in the new age movement with practices like meditation, yoga, chakra, mantra, spells, witchcraft, speaking with death, reincarnation, energy of the universe, and the list goes on. That was our world. When we met in 2013, we began working together, and we entered a romantic relationship—which the Bible calls fornication, a sin against God.